Modeling after a hiatus
Mar 16, 2024
I have been a nude male model for over 25 years and, during the recent pandemic of these past few years, my sessions had been curtailed. Until recently.
There is a great venue in Ware, Massachusetts, a place called Workshop13, where many talented artists draw and paint from a live model every Monday evening.
The combination of turning that ripe age, coupled with the absence of presenting myself in my birthday suit for the duration of time made me hesitate to accept the invitation to model there once again.
I hesitated because for over two years I had not posed in the nude for any artist, and I felt that I was not worthy to stand on a pedestal for sundry artists, given my age and the noticeable atrophy of muscle mass that I had been known for.
The instructor, Mr. Roc Goodreau, inquired as to why I would forfeit such a session and I told him that I did not feel comfortable given my appearance, failing to maintain my Herculean physique. Yes, vanity raised its ugly head.
After a few days, I reconsidered. I told myself, “Hell, why not? Damn it, I can do this!”
And I did go there.
What did I glean from such an experience? That the artists embraced me, that I still managed to maintain my poise and pose, that it turned into a delightful evening, so much so I got another modeling gig forthcoming this coming Tuesday in Amherst, MA, for another artist gathering that accepted me into the fold.
Yes, I am now 64. But appearing nude at my age should not be a hindrance nor make one hesitate to presenting oneself as a model to artists.
This first appeared on my Substack page. Glad to be aboard and I look forward to reading more of what you have to write.
Take care. Be well.
Paul